T minus 11 days and counting...

The dreaded time has come...back to work I go. A week from Monday is my first official day back at work. I left work on February 22th and had Nora 2 days later. Having been away for so long, I have mixed emotions about this. On one hand I am ready to get back into a routine and have more adult interaction in my life. Lol! The other side is that I am leaving my sweet girl for 8 hours a day. What if I miss something?? What if I miss a first time?? I know that this will be harder on me than her. She will probably be happy as can be and I will be crying my eyes out. I am trying to prepare myself but I don't think I can fully until the day comes. I am struggling with so many emotions (it's a roller coaster ) in my brain and heart right now. I think it will truly help me to jump start getting back into shape and taking time for myself. I am struggling with that right now. I know I need to take time for me but it is hard to leave Nora, I just want to soak up every minute with her before missing the majority of her days. She is in the greatest of hands when July 30th comes around and she will probably get sick of me checking on her but that's ok. Lol We shall see how this goes....